An 18 year old struggling Engineering bitch who lives her life the way she wants it to be.A frustrated good girl, all time tripper.
Dancer, singer and drama queen. Mess with me then say goodbye to your life. No, just kidding :)
Life. Love. Lust.
You don’t know how stupid I feel when I want to talk to you but you choose to ignore me, because you are busy talking to somebody whom I hate.
The one person who put you in so much pain, but still made you happy? The one who hurt you constantly, but you still wanted to hold onto them? It sucks, doesn’t it? You’re sad most of the time, but you still stay with that person and can’t bear to leave them because of those few moments that they make you feel special and happy. And you don’t know what to do; should you leave or stay?
(Source: romanceinthedarkness, via ohchrisevans)
Alam mo yung hardest part kapag nagkabalikan kayo from the worst break up ever? Yung nagkaayos kayo after all the pain that you’ve been through?
Yun yung kapag may ginagawa siyang hindi mo gusto, nagdududa ka agad about sa loyalty niya. Pakiramdam mo may ginagawa nanaman siyang mali or against sayo. Pakiramdam mo kahit sinasabi niyang mahal ka niya eh hindi na sapat yun para macomfort ang tuliro mong kalooban. Yung moment na gusto mo siya paniwalaan but you got no guts to do so.
Ang hirap din pala kapag sobra yung naging kasalanan sayo tapos napatawad mo na. Hindi mo parin masasabing buo yung forgiveness na ibinigay mo. Worst part nagkakasala ka sa relationship niyo, kasi relationships are made of trust, respect and love, pero wala kang full trust.
Ang hirap pero you need to try hard para makalimutan lahat yun to make the relationship work.
*song starts playing*
me: creates a whole oscar worthy montage in my head with flashbacks dramatic shots fade outs and everything of my otp
Eh kapag magkasama tayo at naglalakad, hahawakan mo yung kamay ko. Gusto ko lang kapag tayong dalawa lang eh kwentuhan niya mo ako ng mga bagong nangyari sayo. Gusto ko lang kapag hindi tayo magkasama, updated padin ako sa mga ginagawa mo kahit magkalayo tayo. O sabihin mo sakin yung mga ginagawa mo para parang magkasama parin tayo. Oo sabihin na natin na hindi tama na maya’t maya magkatext tayo kasi hustle nga naman sayo na bawat kilos mo eh sinasabi mo sakin. Pero ang sakin lang hindi naman sa sobra kong demanding eh gusto kong makasiguro na ayos ka lang, at wala akong dapat ipagalala. O di kaya ok lang naman kung busy sabihin mo lang, maiintindihan ko naman, hindi yung bigla ka nalang hindi magrereply. Nakakaparanoid alam mo ba yun?
